past. i'm moving on. =)

First things first, I got back my diary from kangli yesterday. =)

I realise how angst ladden the latter entries were. All due to issues unsettled and regrets. Wallowing in that pool of self-pity. Oooooh well. Thank goodness for kangli. Thank goodness i entrusted her with it. My source of addiction.

Oh and i ran into Nicholas today as i was on my way home. He was waiting for Valerie by the sidegate. Being the nice person i am, i went up to him and spoke to him. Nothing much actually. Oh and he seemed to have slimmed down a lil'.

Messaged Andrew to get CheeKian number (i forgot to save it that time la.) so told him about it. After a few more exchanges, 'drew asked, "do you still have any more feelings for him?"

Really bemusing that he brought this up. I wonder if it's a vs4H`04 thing. CheeKian, for one, tried to provoke some sort of reaction in me when he first told me about val, dropping funny suggestions and clues here and there. It was seriously amusing. Really.

Last note of the day: I took the first step. Someday i'll find the courage to take the second, and the third and one day, i'll finish the trip. Someday i'll get the guts to go up to him and express all my thoughts and apologies. Someday.

Ps. Fyi, i do not like Nicholas. As in, i dont feel for him that way anymore. So yea. Dont try to be a wisecrack about it cause it's seriously annoying when someone tries to jokes with you about something that you honestly dont give a damn about anymore.